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Once we were a Competition what we think, or what we consider about our country society etc. Make this thing appear by writing through a story or script-
There were so many things in my mind that I could write a lot of things, but by abandoning all these things, I preferred that why not mention the actual incident about Myself, this is the advance story I am writing.
There were so many things in my mind that I could write a lot of things, but by abandoning all these things, I preferred that why not mention the actual incident about Myself, this is the advance story I am writing.
Here is completely real, whose objectives is to protect the shape of the people from suicide.
Since it was four years ago from today, I would had left the world, if I alive in this world today, it is a very important role in this story.
March 30, I came to the world in 1997, as I heard, two four or almost five years in the childhood that I do not know much about, yes, in about seven or eight years of the event that I amount to remember very well which may never be forgotten Cannot be. I had been somewhere with My Parents , may be a relative where someone was about to married, the wedding was already a day before we and I had to go to somebody's house so feel great to play with your children of equals etc. The day passed, the next day was the marriage too much fun (as the children do) and the wedding ceremony of the event without any extraordinary event was concluded and the next day, we started preparing to leave from there, people Very urged us to stay there for two to four days, but we had prepared all the preparations to get leave there. The last greeting was the last one. I was standing at the dais of the house, suddenly on the other side of the house I looked Somebody under a mango tree who had a pen in the hand and was cutting the cap of the pen with the teeth and was thinking something, I constantly kept seeing Her, and in the next moment, as if She had seen me, was completely blushing and Went away in the house. On that day I did not only see Her, but it became an inexhaustible relationship to Her which was never going to end. I reinvigorated myself and remembered that I was going out of here right now, but I decided that I do not want to leave now and I have to stay here for a few days but the question was that the administration system of our home constitution is such that leave to do so without permission staying another's home, no one can think of doing so, now I want permission for the stay of two to four days and I got it easily because the school's holidays were ongoing. I stayed for three days and stayed there for three days, I only saw her, so I did not have the courage to talk just one thing, yes it was so sure to know that she was supposed to stay the same house where I went, I returned home I came back, but I left it to myself, probably something else. At all, I used to feel depressed as I lost everything. (I now believe that the most surprising is that with the eight-year-old boy How can such a thing happen? Defense was a drugged or something else ... I could not be clear until now).
Now I was not ordinary, that means something seemed to be changed. Slowly playing jumps. Some time passed. The holidays ended. The next two days, the school was about to start, I was preparing for the next classes. But my mind was not in any way in myself (was somewhere else). It just kept thinking that may I got an excuse to see Her once more .... Slowly the time passed and I was about fifteen or sixteen years old and now I had to settle a heart within, but I had given it to someone before many years ago. I was just waiting for a long time, when I found an excuse that I would get an opportunity to visit Her. (Imagine that if there was any other place in my place, then it would be there for no reason, where he wanted it, but in front of me there was an inexhaustible administration system, which was probably not less than a felony. The reason was that I was waiting for any occasion) that the day came when somebody got married on their house and on the other side we were invited along with the family, almost fifteen days ago we came to know that what was thing I became very happy. I was eagerly waiting to see when the days came that I should see her alive and some things of his mind should be told to her. The time has passed since that day also came when we had to go to their house. We are preparing like that to go to the wedding and their home was reached a day before the wedding ... everybody was greeted as soon as we arrived but my chest was shaking. I was not sure whether Just wanted to look at me. I was looking for somebody. Suddenly, almost ten minutes later, nobody came in front of me, maybe it was the one I was looking for in the search for which my coconut was stopping. The first time he embraced when he saw me, came in front of me with a shock and he grabbed one of my hands and kept his hand off his hand and eagerly inquired - "Tell me what is in my hand?" I could not say anything at all, I was frightened .. (While I saw that he came with a defense form in his hand) and he went with great faith saying that - "You can not tell "I slowly bumbled in my mind that yes, I can not really tell, because if I told it also, I would say that it is my life in your hand. The wedding day I thought it was him that she had handed over some things will be the wedding day me some AC responsibilities until I had slept all of finds time off from their work (that too) I do not see any views of marriage Could.
I was too tired, so I slept too. I got up early in the morning and looked out for a while. All of them had taken their own work. The girl had already been divorced, all were leaving their house. In a very short time, we too came out of the house but the mind did not calm down, but there was a fire. But I did not have anything to do with my own. Slowly again the same business school was studied ...... Slowly passed my intermediate two years later and now my preparations for the arrival of Delhi were started and I Delhi also came and spent about two to three years here too. (I have given you 100 percent confidence in this fact that in two or three years spent in Delhi, it will not survive for two or three moments in a moment, at which moment their memory is different from my heart, just go home from here I was just sorry for the same thing that despite all this, I could not speak to them even if I did not know what was in it for me. But I had absolute confidence that the more I love for them in my heart, much more than it is for me.
After all, that day came when there was Deepavali next 10 days and I was called to come home, I was very pleased with the mind that I have to go home. He started preparing and left the house four days earlier. Now on the road I was thinking that I was going home but I do not know whether to get permission or not permission to go here. The mind was a bit nervous. One day, the next day Deepawali came and celebrated with all the glamour. Now before going back to Delhi the other day I needed to meet him, especially for which I had gone .. But at that time there was no permission to go home without any reason, I had no permission Asked for permission to go to someone's house .. but not found. I was told that there is no need to go anywhere without any work. The second reason for me to explain was that I had matured now So I went to someone alone, it was a matter of responsibility. For this reason I was not allowed to go anywhere, but how would I have to go, I broke this old-fashioned governing system and broke them today. I got ready to go here but nobody gave me permission but I did not give permission.
I walked out of the house with an old cycle, for about two kilometers before reaching there, I landed off the bike and now it started walking on foot because I did not fully understand what I had to talk about. So, I started walking at a slow pace and wondered how I would meet him, how would it start to talk, how many days later would not be known, thinking that all this should increase my heart beat I was getting .............. and my move was getting even more slower. Just like I reached near to his village, he was just a few miles away from his house. I saw that a lot of people were moving towards that village. I slowly reached close to their house and saw that all those people are growing on their side of the house, I saw those people, and even more beating me I was feeling happy and I was feeling very nervous. It was near the house and saw that the crowd was gathering at his house and loudly that the voice was crying ... .. I was so scared that the hawk stood up and the (..) got very loud ... There was so much crowd gathered that it was impossible to go away from the nearest place. I stopped there and seeing everyone crying, I was not even dared to ask somebody. But by doing so, Quite sad Asked, uncle, what is this.
They kept looking at me for a while with a sad sadness ... Then taking a deep breath, looking at the side of the ground, I continued to see him with a questionable point. Then he spoke softly, tell me what happened. ... Falun Babu was the only girl who was coming from the school today .... someone hit the car and ...... "So he started crying ... I was completely shocked. , The whole body began to tremble .. Like a fire inside me I was .. and for the first time in my eyes ................. I was not showing anything to me. I returned two to four steps back and just handle myself. He stood there till some time and started thinking that if I went there, I would not be able to handle myself by seeing him. That is why I sat down somewhere out of the village and started thinking that where I go, What will I say and if it goes here then there can be even more disaster ... Te evening gone and now there was night, I finally the decision reached by that I do not live anymore, nothing I now live what I live for in this world. I had lost myself today. Wake up from there and there is a railway track on two kilometers from that village, it started growing on the same side. Well, it was about ten o'clock in the night but I had no effect on it, it was also running on the rugged roads of the fields like the day I could not even go in because I had decided that now I do not have to live any longer. I was growing fast, suddenly a hut was passing through the house so that nobody heard me from behind I heard Do not stop at all. Yes, a little bit slowed down, someone was coming towards me, I stopped my hand
He is not aware that he is not aware of the son and going on such a night .. I did not say anything. Then he reprinted his point. I looked at him carefully. This was my teacher in class X, I said nothing ... just going to die ...
what ..? Have you gone crazy? I said .. yes. Then, after seeing my condition, I understood what the matter is. Tell me your complete problem, then I believe that I can solve every problem of yours. Then I told the whole story. After hearing him he assured me that he has complete solution for him but I will have to wait with him for a couple of days .. I agreed and he stopped there .. he said that the next He will tell the accomplishment of such a mantra that through which my mind will receive complete peace, I stayed one day and with him and that night he introduced all the people of the world to the people who had suffered huge problems. But they never give up on themselves. He also told about his own self that he is alive on how to bear martyr on the border of his only son. On the morning, he told me to recite a mantra for the next ten days, which would calm my mind. .. (My mind had been silent after listening to all these things) I came back home and heard everyone recollecting myself .. And gradually then again in my next task. Four years later I got married, I am also the author of the English subject today and I have a five year old daughter who is my dream of making a doctor, just wish you all the blessings ...
Points-
1. When someone came to me, my life was going away and I was saved from anyone's coming.
2. It was my complete stupidity to Finishing My Life for someone without knowing / understanding him well , and if I Were knew him well, he would not be able to meet my life even if he knew so. So any Lying in the circumstances is not profitable anyway.......
Thank you! Shocky Baba.
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